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Monday, October 23, 2006 at 12:13 PM
SUP!

once again, not blogging for days even though its after exams. friday was the best day ever! but my buddy alicia didnt come to school. so i spent my day in school with qiann! went playing ball with her then made paper cranes with her and chatted alot with her! she was alone and so am i! haha. yea, i realized many things.. realized that i was so not important in many close people of mine. it seems like im someone so far and apart from them. a stranger.. i dont know why im feeling like that but maybe you can i say i think too much. seriously, i find that we're not as close as we used to be. my birthday seems something so small, something nobody even knew. i mean, its MY BIRTHDAY. ya it may not be something very big.. but no one even asked me out. NONE! except for alicia and my dear. as close people to me, i dont get the much attention from you all anymore. & also like im some nobody in class. not that i wanna be somebody but i just want to be someone like i used to be with you all. hmmm.. nevermind then. i guess qiann and alicia are more of those who will be called true. yeap. So, on friday. went to watch deathnote with alicia, qiann, hui, pitawas, huang sun, ivan, ashley, pei sheng and my dear! :D had a nice time in the theatre with my dear dear. hehe. & we saw GAYS in the cinema. omg it was disgusting!! made dear unhappy but after that it was ok.. Now im not afraid to tell people who is my dear! i have decided to let you all know! (: MY DEAR IS KELLY YONG PING MING FROM 5N1!!! haha. He is someone i really ever loved with my whole heart truly! MUACKS! I LOVE YOU DEAR ! DD! (: take care people. haze is bad, drink lots of water!!

is things changing or am i just thinking too much?
i miss those happy times we used to have.
but i guess, its fading..